Private sexual healing coaching for women
Sensual Healing
A private journey of sexual healing for women. Release what your body holds, and awaken deep pleasure, self-love and magnetism.
with Mariya Grinina
Duration
3–5 months
Format
Online · 1:1
Sessions
12 × 90 minutes
The journey
What becomes possible for you
Release the trauma imprints your body has been holding
Liberate your energy, so your life force moves freely again
Embodied boundaries: a clear yes and a clear no, felt in your body
Deep pleasure and self-love, awakened from within
Magnetism that draws love, opportunity and connection
More pleasure, love, meaning and aliveness in every area of your life
My story
On healing, pleasure and coming home to your body
Like so many women, I learned early that my sensuality wasn't safe. As a young girl, I experienced sexual trauma more than once. Boys and older men took my innocence, and a raw sensuality that was never meant for anyone. It was simply part of who I was.
Growing up, my boundaries were crossed again and again, sometimes aggressively. I learned that being a woman, and especially a sensual one, was dangerous. So I learned to perform my sensuality for others, because that was a kind of power. What I never learned was that my sensuality and my pleasure were mine.
Your pleasure is your birthright. It is your power.
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Over ten years, through trauma-informed bodywork, somatic practice and Tantra, I went through many initiations of healing. I had to release my own wounds from this lifetime, and the fear, contraction and need to perform that had lived in women's bones for generations.
Today I know in my bones that my pleasure is my birthright and my power. I love my body. I share my sexual energy only in the way I choose. I don't perform it. I live it.
I've seen how much pain, fear and performance so many of us carry around our sexuality, and how much freedom hides underneath. I believe that healing our sexual wounds, and learning to love our bodies and our sexual energy for ourselves, is the fastest path to a woman's liberation and full aliveness.
This is the journey I take women on: deep healing, and the embodiment of a sensuality that is truly yours. It changes how you carry yourself in the world, and how much power and beauty you share and receive.
Who this is for
The woman ready to heal
Many women have experienced some form of sexual trauma, or carry it through their lineage. This journey is for women who are ready to release what their body has been holding and come home to pleasure. At whatever age you are reading this, it is never too late.
I
She carries old imprints. Shame, fear or past experiences still live in your body, and you're ready to set them down.
II
She gives more than she receives. You're a generous lover, and receiving pleasure feels harder than giving it.
III
She's ready to glow. You want to feel magnetic, sensual and fully alive, in love and in life.
You might recognize this
You feel disconnected from your body and your pleasure
You carry shame, fear or old pain around sexuality
Receiving feels harder than giving
Your boundaries blur: you say yes when your body says no
You sense far more pleasure is possible for you
Three goals we can work toward
01
Release & liberation
02
Boundaries & self-love
03
Pleasure & magnetism
Everything is trauma-informed and consent-based. We move at your pace, and you are always in choice.
The program
How it works
A private journey of somatic sexual healing. We work with breath, sound, movement and somatic release, so your body can let go of what it has been holding.
Healing is not about victimhood. It is about stepping into even more power, freedom and love. Trauma is not a story in the past. It is a current somatic imprint in the body, and it can be transformed.
You don't need to relive the past. Healing asks us to feel, accept and transform the imprints living in the body today, slowly, softly and with love.
Your sovereignty matters more than any method. You never move faster than your body agrees to. If you carry deep trauma that hasn't been worked with yet, I may suggest a trauma specialist alongside our work.
Built around you. Each session is booked after the previous one, with one to three weeks between, so changes become real in your body and your life.
12 × 90-minute sessions across 3–5 months, moving through three layers of work:
01
Release & liberation
02
Embodied boundaries & self-love
03
Pleasure & magnetism
There is another way to live inside your body: one that feels whole, free, embodied and deeply pleasureful.
Why online works
The transformation happens in between
Most women imagine the deepest healing must happen in person. In my experience, transformation lives in the space in between: in your body, your home and your daily life, week after week.
Healing happens in your real life.
A retreat gives you a beautiful peak, and then you return home and old patterns wait for you. Online, every session lands where your life actually happens, and you practice it that same week.
Your nervous system needs time.
Deep patterns release through repetition over months. Twelve sessions with space between them let each layer settle into your body.
You're held in between.
Guided practices and close WhatsApp support keep the work alive between sessions, so you're never alone with what opens.
Your own safe space.
Many women open more deeply in the safety of their own home. The practices become part of your daily life.
Presence doesn't need the same room.
It needs your full attention. Energy, breath and presence travel through the screen more powerfully than most people expect.
The three layers of your journey
What we do together
01
Release & Liberation
Trauma-informed somatic work to release trauma imprints and liberate your energy.
In this layer
Release imprints of shame, fear and past pain
Complete old stress cycles in the body
Let your life force move freely again
Read how it works
We feel, accept and transform what the body holds, through breath, sound, movement and shaking, so your nervous system can complete what it never could before.
Some of what surfaces may be generational. We meet it with love, presence and compassion, and let it go.
02
Embodied Boundaries & Self-Love
Learn boundaries that live in your body, and a love for yourself you can feel in every cell.
In this layer
Feel your clear yes and clear no
Speak your needs with confidence
Build a loving relationship with your body
Read how it works
Boundaries begin in the body. We practice sensing, choosing and voicing what you want.
As safety grows, self-love becomes your natural state.
03
Pleasure & Magnetism
Awaken deep pleasure and sensuality, and let your magnetism return.
In this layer
Awaken pleasure through breath and sensation
Receive as deeply as you give
Radiate magnetism, love and aliveness
Read how it works
We work with breath, sensual awareness and sexual energy as life force, through self-connection practices you can continue for life.
As pleasure returns, so do your magnetism, your creativity and your joy.
The rhythm
How the journey unfolds
Release
Somatic healing clears what your body holds.
Reclaim
Boundaries and self-love restore your safety and worth.
Radiate
Pleasure and magnetism bring you fully alive.
This journey takes time. It moves in cycles, with moments of clarity and expansion, followed by resistance and contraction. Together we learn to ride the waves, from darkness into light, and further into blissful light. You leave with more pleasure, love, meaning and aliveness.
My approach & training
Why I know this works
I work at the intersection of trauma-informed somatic healing, feminine embodiment and Tantra, with deep respect for your pace, your body and your choices.
Formal certification
Embodiment teaching with Michaela Boehm · VITA Love & Relationship coaching with Layla Martin at the Tantric Institute of Integrated Sexuality
Lineage & deep study
Classical Tantra with Ananda Sarita · Taoist sexuality with Mantak Chia · Consciousness and energy work with Dr Joe Dispenza · Erotic hypnosis with David Marios · Private teachers whose work lives outside the public domain
Lived experience
Over ten years of healing work, within fifteen years of devotional practice. I have healed my own sexual wounds through this path, and I know what it is to rebuild trust in pleasure.
Energetic mastery in life
Named among the Top 25 Gen Z Founders in Europe by Sifted. Built and scaled a tech company with significant funding raised. I live the same tantric principles I teach, across every domain of my life.
I teach this from the inside, and I am devoted to every woman's healing.
Your investment
An investment in who you become
This is an investment in your healing and your freedom. The sessions are the container. What you are truly investing in is what they release.
Every woman I work with goes through a deep shift that only focused somatic work makes possible: old imprints released, boundaries embodied, pleasure reawakened, in alignment with the goal we set together.
You will feel it in your body, your intimacy and the way you carry yourself in the world. That is what this investment is for.
Sensual Healing · online program
$6,000
A deep, embodied transformation toward your chosen goal
12 sessions · 90 minutes each
Personalized practices between sessions
Close WhatsApp support with me throughout
Full presence and devotion to your journey
Optional add-on
$700
Your Vedic chart & one-year projection
Your full Vedic natal chart and a one-year projection, created by my mother, a professional Vedic astrologer with ten years of experience. Drawing on Vedic science, she reveals the insights and timing of your unique chart, and I weave them into our work together.
Private in-person immersion
For those already on a deep online journey with me, I also open the opportunity to work together in person: a private immersion of one to three days. We discuss this together once we are on the journey.
Mariya Grinina
Embodiment & tantra teacher · VITA Love & Relationship coach
Ready to begin
Let’s explore what’s possible
Every journey begins with a discovery conversation, where we feel whether this is the right path and the right time.
My work is high-touch and personal. I choose the people I work with, and together we go on a very deep journey.
I'd rather connect with you directly, through voice notes and a call, than keep you in my inbox. If you feel ready, message me on WhatsApp. I'll reply personally.
I give this work my full presence, and I ask the same of you. Once we begin talking, stay in the conversation with me.
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