Mariya Grinina

Your guide into devotion

A practice of returning - to the body, to intimacy, to pure love, to the truth hidden in the shadows waiting to be met

My Story

Where the erotic and the spiritual meet, and lead you home to wholeness.

Mariya GrininaMariya Grinina · Embodiment & tantra teacher

I have been in devotional practice since I was twelve.

Yoga, meditation, tantric principles and daily ritual taught me, long before I had words for it, that my mind-body is where my power lives.

That alignment carried me to remarkable success at 23. Then I let my practice slip, and burned out completely. Coming home to my body became the beginning of everything I do today.

Mariya

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Twelve years old

The foundation

Yoga, meditation, tantric principles and daily ritual became the rhythm of my life. I had no language for it yet, but I knew my mind-body was where my power lies.

Age 23

Success from wholeness

As a recent immigrant with no traditional business education, I was named among the top 10 young tech founders in the UK, the only woman on the list.

Success came almost effortlessly, because I was whole. As I kept up my daily devotional practice and inner work, the right people were magnetized to me. They offered support, invested in me and joined my team. My creativity and my limitless belief in my own potential made me unstoppable, even as the youngest, least experienced and least privileged person in the room.

The unraveling

Chasing more

Slowly, I let the practice slip in favor of chasing more: more growth, more proof, more momentum. I convinced myself I had to work harder, think more and be more strategic to keep achieving.

I told myself my body and my practice could wait. They couldn't.

Piece by piece, everything I had built on that foundation began to hollow out, until I burned out completely, and lost my creativity and magnetism, the very things that had made it all possible.

The return

The real foundation

At my lowest, I finally understood what my devotional practice had been all along: the real foundation of my success.

I retrained as a certified embodiment and somatic coach, to understand properly what I had once lived only by instinct, so I could help myself and others live the most fulfilling lives possible.

What I discovered

The most direct path to transformation begins in the body.

For myself, and later for so many of my clients, it starts at the root: the first chakra, the seat of our lifeforce and sexual energy. Freeing ourselves from limitation, pain and old trauma imprints through the mind alone is slow, and for most people nearly impossible to sustain.

The body offers a more direct way in, and nowhere more powerfully than through our erotic energy.

That is why I work with sexuality, intimacy and erotic energy as the entry point into a much larger journey, from the primal to the awakened, toward:

Root Safety Connection Power Love Freedom Fulfillment Crown
Today

I have lived both sides of this.

Today my life is beautiful, and I am living my purpose. I lead sought-after retreats and intimacy events, support hundreds of women through the online courses at Feel, the platform I founded, and guide women, men and couples through life-changing transformation in my 1:1 coaching. I am married to the love of my life, we are renovating our dream home together, and I keep creating from a place of alignment and love.

Mariya facilitating an Eternal Devotion gathering
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Where to Begin

Ways to work with me

Five Days, Fully Immersed

Retreats

Deepen intimacy with yourself or your partner

Awaken erotic energy as something sacred

Non-sexual — embodied, educational, held in high integrity

Boundaries & sovereignty taught and protected at every step

An intimate, curated group — singles and couples welcome

The group itself becomes a mirror for your own growth — a journey unlike anything else.

Embodied Devotion retreat groupSecret Private Island · January 2027
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How This Works — Eternal Devotion
What to Expect

How this works

You want an extraordinary life. A body you feel at home in. Deep intimacy. Pleasure. Magnetism. A sense of purpose, and the courage to share your gifts. The most beautiful relationships you can imagine.

That life is already within you — not as a metaphor, but literally. My work is not about adding something you lack. It's about releasing what's in the way: the trauma imprints, the beliefs, the contractions in your own body that have been keeping that life from reaching the surface.

If you've done therapy or mind-based work before, you already know its limits. Understanding a pattern is not the same as being free of it. This work goes further, because it goes deeper than thought — into the subconscious and the body, the nervous system, the soma, where those patterns actually live. Real change happens when it shifts on a cellular level, not just a conceptual one.

That's why this work draws on multiple lineages, not one method:

i.
Body & Nervous System
Somatic & Breathwork

Somatic coaching, breathwork, psychedelic breathwork journeys, nervous system regulation, and trauma-informed embodiment practices, so change happens through the body, not just around it.

ii.
Psyche & The Past
Constellations & Inner Child

Family constellations and inner child healing, to meet the roots of what still runs the present.

iii.
Erotic & Relational
Tantra & Conscious Relating

Tantric principles, conscious and authentic relating, couples rituals, cultivation of sexual energy, sacred sexuality rituals, and self-pleasure practice — treating the erotic as a path, not a taboo.

iv.
Belief & Identity
Somatic & Hypnotic Recoding

Somatic and hypnotic tools to recode limiting beliefs into ones with no ceiling.

None of this follows a fixed formula. In every session, I draw intuitively from whichever of these lineages your goals — and your body, in that exact moment — are actually calling for. The result is never generic. It's built entirely around you.

Client Stories — Eternal Devotion
Client Stories

What becomes possible

The Successful Woman Ready for Love

She had it all by every visible measure — a fabulous career, beauty, a community that adored her. But success had gone quiet inside her. What she actually longed for was family, and a sacred union she'd never let herself admit she wanted. We released the beliefs keeping her from it: what love she believed she deserved, the father wound underneath her avoidant attachment, the contraction that kept her from truly receiving. As her self-worth and boundaries rose, so did her standards — she stopped settling for men who didn't match her own worth. She completed this work, and met a partner who treats her like the queen she always was.

The Woman Who Came Back to Herself

She arrived after a long, abusive relationship — her confidence gone, her body image distorted, fully disconnected from her sexuality and her femininity. She knew she wanted more, and she was ready to actually heal, not just cope. We worked through years of inherited trauma imprints and limiting beliefs, from childhood and from the relationship itself, bringing her back into her body — grounded, safe, and finally able to feel pleasure and aliveness she didn't know were still possible for her. She started a new business, began dating again, and is, in her own words, excited about her life for the first time in years.

The Founder Who Reclaimed Her Power

She'd already built a serious career in finance, and now wanted to launch her own business — but old beliefs about money, worth, and visibility kept her small in exactly the moment she needed to be seen. She knew, on some level, that her real potential lived in her erotic and sexual energy, not in strategy alone. We healed the sexual trauma limiting her, and helped her learn to direct that life force toward creativity, magnetism, and success — while holding real boundaries around her own feminine power. She's now building her company while treating her own devotion as a genuine spiritual path, not just an idea in her head.

The Man Who Had Everything But Depth

He was successful, accomplished, and had everything by any outward measure. Attracting beautiful women was never the hard part — feeling real depth with any of them was. At the Eternal Devotion retreat, he came to understand the truth underneath it: the lack wasn't in them. It was in him — specifically, in how he'd learned to relate. Not through performance, not through getting or grabbing more, but through presence, vulnerability, and real connection. Sex stopped being something he performed, and became a way to grow personally and spiritually.

The Man Who Reclaimed His Erotic Power

He came wanting to awaken his erotic energy consciously — to learn real tantric practice, to become a lover defined by presence, not performance. First, we released what had been conditioning him for years: religion, family, society, all the quiet rules about his body and his role in relationships that were never actually his own. Underneath all of it was his essence, waiting — and once he reconnected with it, his erotic energy became something he could cultivate, direct, and offer as a gift, not something he had to prove. He's now in a new relationship with a woman who meets his full masculine presence — and together, they're experiencing a level of intimacy he didn't know was possible.

The Couple Who Found Their Way Back

They came to me after their third child, at a point where their sexual connection had quietly gone missing. They both knew their relationship was the most important thing in their lives and chose to work for it, and the woman intuitively felt tantric sex could be the answer for them. Through somatic exploration and tantric sexuality training, they didn't just rebuild that connection — they found one more exciting and full than before, with more depth, expanded states of pleasure, and full body orgasms.

Mariya Grinina
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